fine.

ever sick of it being just fine.

ever long for it to be good, pure, honorable, wonderful.

breathtaking.

this is a good motivation, longing and want. hard to think that GOD would not wish for us to strive, think, pray and run toward something better -- before he rewards our efforts.

"These all died in faith, not having received the things promised, but having seen them and greeted them from afar, and having acknowledged that they were strangers and exiles on the earth. For people who speak thus make it clear that they are seeking a homeland. If they had been thinking of that land from which they had gone out, they would have had opportunity to return. But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared for them a city."
Hebrews 11:13-16